Cha0s Gaming - Sebastian's room

EasyThreads added AsaniDraws to the group. 12/13/2024 05:10

For Days now Sebastian has been, as discreetly as possible, trying to think of various ways to kill himself. Attempting a few and failing. But all the while keeping a happy smile on his face. Taking Alfira on as many dates as possible. Telling her he loves her every time he gets the chance, and giving her various gifts. Both just cute things she may like, and interest based things. And also finishing Writing the book they started together that she has been making the illustrations for. Since he promised himself he'd do at least that. Right now he's in the living room. Looking over the pages of said book. Rechecking everything.

*Humming to himself while looking over the pages. Tapping his foot on the floor rapidly*

*after a while, Alfira began noticing all the red flags of someone crying for help. She gently puts a hand on his shoulder*....Seb?

*He jumped in surprise and almost dropped the book. Turning and looking at her* Alfie! Don't scare me like that.. you're really light footed.. what's up?

What's up with me? What's up with *you*!?! You haven't been yourself lately and it's awfully concerning....and then I noticed you keep showering me in gifts....bombarding me with affection.....and then disappearing....*she begins to tear up from worry*.....If something is bothering you, you know you can tell me.... right? You know I'm always here for you....

*He stood up and set the book down. Wiping the tears from her eyes and hugging her* You don't need to worry about me Alfie.. I'm okay... Really I am.. I just want you to know how much I love and care about you.. and give you anything and everything you can possibly want.. yeah I've.. had some things on my mind but. Nothing to concern yourself over... Tell you what... How about you get with a few of the other resort girls sometime. Go shopping. Find something maybe I would like. Surprise ME for once. I'd love to see what you can find... But first... How about we talk about getting our book published? Maybe... Dad can make a few copies and add them to the library in the resort....

*she grabs his hands. looking into his eyes. her own pleading for some kind of answer* I don't know, it's just.....it feels like you're going to do something bad.....really bad......

I'm not.. as a matter of fact.. how about you go ask my dad now?.. and maybe see if you and him can go out.. he may like it.. and you may like to spend time with him too. Since.. well y'know.. anyway. Just go have fun.. okay? *He said. Lifting her chin and kissing her softly* I love you Snowdrop..

*she sighs in defeat* just PROMISE me, you'll be okay?....

*He bites his lip. And chuckled. Looking into her eyes. A reassuring smile on his face* I promise.. I'll be okay.. now you promise me you'll have fun. Alright? And don't worry about me so much..

05:35

Not good for my ego *He teased and did an arm muscle flex for her*

*she manages to smile softly* Fine....*kisses him lovingly on the lips.* I'll be home soon.

Alright.. be safe. Snowdrop. I love you *He Returns her kiss. And hands her their finished book* and don't forget this.

*holds it in her hands.* Wait, but shouldn't we share it with the resort *together*? Little weird if it's just me. We both worked on it. Can't take *all* the credit....

I just thought since you're going out you'd be excited to show it early. But okay.. you can leave it here. I'll keep it in it's safe box. Alright?

Alright Sweetheart....*kisses him on the lips one last time before heading out.*

*Once she's actually out and the door closes. He lets out a sigh of relief and goes to put the book up. And then goes to lock the door. Before getting back to figuring out what to do about his.. living problem.*

*After a bit of that. He gets an idea. And soon heads out of the room.. he knows just where to go.*

*He Returns to his room. And locks his door behind him. And then goes to the basement and locks it behind him too. Going to try and think about the best location for this. Pacing back and forth. He needed to decide quickly.*

06:22

*Soon a lightbulb goes off in his mind and he opens the Void portal again. Pulling out the sword and looking at it for a long moment. Then into the void. Which weirdly seemed inviting... And turned his back to it. Standing straight. The sword firmly grasped in his hands as he aims it straight for his heart. Taking a deep breath. Before impaling himself with it. Pulling it out quickly. And dropping it on the floor. Now gripping his chest as blood begins to drip out of his mouth as he falls backwards into the void.. the portal closing behind him once inside.*

Meanwhile Before doing this he left both Alfira and his mother a note. With the box with their book inside under it in case they did get inside.

*walking towards the door and tries to open it. immediately alarmed that it's locked. but she waves her hand. She runs in looking around for him* Seb?! *no response, she runs around looking for him* SEBASTIAN? HONEY? *she keeps looking for a while before finally settling on the basement, and tries to open it, and becomes even more panicked when that one is locked too. her heart racing like a Cheetah. She waves her hand and runs downstairs. Nearly tripping on the last few bottom steps. And looks around the basement before eventually finding the blade stained with his blood....and a box....already knowing what happened from the blade alone, she collapses to her knees with tears in her eyes. Opening the box and reading the note*

The note reads "To My Beautiful Snowdrop. I am sorry that I lied to you about how I was really feeling. But I did not want you to worry. And I knew you would try to talk me out of this. I wanted to see you happy before I ended it all. So I made you go.. though I wouldn't have done anything before this differently. The gifts. The dates. They were all for you. Because I love you. Truly I do.. but I admit. I'm a coward who dared not face the wrath of my father. Cause as much as I love you. I feared him more. And I didn't wish to put either of us in danger. So for both our sakes.. I think it's better this way... And for My mother Lily. I love you too. You raised me into the young man I was. But I was stupid. And still naive. And didn't think many things through... So let me make it up... And make this the one thing I really put some thoughts into.. I'm proud to have been your son.. and I hope any you have after me can be better.. and know the kind of mother they're kucky to have.. I love both of you. And again. I'm truly sorry... And hope you can find some way in your hearts... To forgive me... Someday... Love always -Sebastian.

*she takes the note and the book. Clutching the book against her chest as she sobs.*....y...you promised.....DAMN IT YOU SAID YOU'D BE FINE!....*she looks at the blade. settling the book down and picking up the blade. Staring at it. Watching the still fresh blood trickling down and onto her hand and the handle. Thinking.....she could join him....wherever he is....be with him in the afterlife...if there even is one.....but then she stops.* ...n...no....he'd want me to press on.....*she takes the blade and puts book and the note in the box and carries the box and blade out with her. crying the whole walk from the crime scene to the front door* (edited)